Reach the sky;

Friday, June 12, 2009

You know, after Diva la Futbol, and after DSA, I seem to have realised something.

I could totally go on and on how pathetic, miserable, and well, pathetic I feel after Diva la Futbol. Or I could just sit here typing about how much of a mess I made out of DSA trials today. OR I could tell you what an embarrassment I felt like at Arion training today(I didn't understand what was happening more than half the time). Wow. OR OR I could tell you how the coach of VJ told me to make it on my own after hearing I have an l1r5 of 12 points(I honestly don't see the awesome-ness of that. Or at least I'm led to believe that's a terrible score).

In short, I could tell you how demoralised I am.

But then on the train/bus ride from Kovan back home. I thought. I remembered. I was told. Everything that happens is in line with God's plan. Everything has its purpose. I just don't see it at first all the time. And then I thought again. If I didn't have God in my life, I'd probably be hugging some pillow being depressed.

"but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." ~ Isaiah 40:31

Hope does wondrous things. It isn't wishful thinking. It isn't thinking that I'll get 6 A1s for Os without studying. It's different.

On a side note though, I think shoes can kill people if used in a manner fit for assassination. I'm convinced.

“The wind played with my hair at 12:15 AM”

about me

Name: Lim Xiwen
Age: 16
Birthday: 17th April 1993

Proud member of Sec 4 Unity 09'
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1. Grow in God
2. Grow taller
3. More time
4. More self-control
5. To learn how to bar
6. Fufil my resolutions
7. Leave a legacy
8. Improve in football

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