Reach the sky;

Sunday, October 19, 2008

I annoy myself. Honestly. I say 'A', and do 'B'. Who on their right mind does that? I know what I want. But I don't wanna' work for it. I know which is the greater purpose, and which is more worth spending time on, but I choose to procrastinate. I know what I should be doing, but I get tempted and well, being stupid, allow myself to be diverted off course.

Argh. You know, aside from that, I'm starting to feel a lil' heat in regards to next year. So I'm going to start studying early.

I still feel like a hypocrite in a way. Like, I'm not exactly following what He said. Neither am I doing the obvious, which would be talking to Him. Yet I still try to reflect his love. Worship is a lifestyle. But it seems mine fluctuates according to my mood. Tch. Stupid really. I lack self-discipline. All of it.

Out of all the fruits of the spirit, I only probably have joy. And the tiniest bit of faithfulness. And even that is probably 10% of it's full potential. 10%, if I'm lucky.

I can't stand it, but I continue to do it. Someone needs to hit me hard.

“The wind played with my hair at 8:25 PM”

about me

Name: Lim Xiwen
Age: 16
Birthday: 17th April 1993

Proud member of Sec 4 Unity 09'
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wishlist

1. Grow in God
2. Grow taller
3. More time
4. More self-control
5. To learn how to bar
6. Fufil my resolutions
7. Leave a legacy
8. Improve in football

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