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Saturday, September 13, 2008
Ok. I feel this needs a new post. And since, for the 2nd day in a row, I have decided me and my books need some space. I'm that focused. So this week, has been a pretty good, but not good enough attempt at mugging and turning hermit. Sure for the 1st few days(4) it pretty much worked, but then I hit the AM, and the first one to greet me was dear old Factor and Remainder Theorem. The first ones to traumatize me with a horrific FAIL in the test. Plus the dang sick thing in me. Dumb fever, dumb flu, dumb throat, and the dang nose is like the city area every morning and night. Congested. At least it's better now. AND THE TRIGO TEST! Erk... Horrible. Isn't worth describing at all. If I pass, it's a miracle. Really, I couldn't do a single question... So the hurdles I cleared this week would be: Chemistry (still got to do every worksheet and test again + write out Redox Reaction notes) Physics (worksheets + tests + notes on Temperature and Transfer of Energy) E Maths (did minimum questions but I feel relatively safe this one) No I'm still behind time. I was supposed to complete AM 2 days ago. So tomorrow onwards for at least another week's break, I'm gonna' give it my all at avoiding the computer's call. INTENSE 7 CHAPTER STUDY FROM THEN ON! Or I'm not gonna' make it. I realised, in 2 days, I'd be left with 1 week before it all starts. Dang. Tomorrow I've got to send my bro for MindChamps. (Yes I graduated. YES!) So I'll be forced to wake up early. Haha. Good. Then I'll be forced to study too. Breaking away from this whole "happy stress", today wasn't all the fantastic. Sucked really. Feel like a hypocrite. Went to FUEL and talked about loving your parents and honouring them. Talked like it didn't really apply to me anymore ever since like, the beginning of the year, then had Face to Face. Which sucked too. Not that there was anything bad about it all. The bad was me. I had half a mind not to go today, cos' I was tired and didn't wanna' rush. But I forced my butt to move. Went all happy, but I couldn't really feel God that strongly as compared to 2-3 weeks ago. Even TAWG seems like a routine now. After that, went to celebrate my Dad's birthday, and I screw up. Don't know what's wrong with me. We were sitting there at Sushi-Teh, ordering food and all, then my idiotic brother stretched over the table onto my side for the 10th time( and it feels gross trust me. I don't even know if he bathes) and because I've been telling him to stop stretching over and just sit, I got annoyed so my tone changed. I didn't shout, but I was definitely showing my annoyance and told him to SIT DOWN. Ah so it went: Me: SIT DOWN WILL YOU?! Him: Clamp it.\ Me: Shut up. I told you to stop leaning over and just sit. Him: Clamp it. Me: SHUT UP! You don't tell me to shut up. You're the idiot climbing over me. Him: Clamp it sutzy. Me: What the hell? Shut up. (I began to shove him on his chair cos' he's an asshole.) Then my Mom started screaming. And she kept cutting me off every time I said something. And I HATE it when I feel wronged so like, as usual, I don't listen. What the hell is a Sutzy anyway? I've heard it before, probably some rude shit word and he was lying: "Just a name I gave you." What the hell, how bout' I call you dumbass. 7 months ago before I really knew God, I would have punched him in the face there and then. So it should be considered an act of kindness... I had half a mind of doing it again. I HATE going out with him. Or having friends over when the idiot's at home. Cos' when people are around, he suddenly feels this need to show off(even with his friends) and starts acting cool and tough(he's a coward, always hiding behind people). Then every time I ask him to go away and leave me alone, he goes Clamp it. ACT ANG MOH! Just cos' we lived in Australia for 3 years... Lately I noticed, he's been using his Ang Moh accent more often than me(and I do it subconsciously from time to time) and he's doing it on purpose. You can hear it. And he thinks having a girlfriend is cool. So easily influenced... AND HE'S PRIMARY FOUR! So stopping beating around the bush, my Mom told us to go out. So I did. Walked out. But before that, I accidentally banged the table. I was grabbing my stuff off the table but who knew I was so pissed I banged it instead. And I was like going "oops" in my head and all but thanks to pride, I didn't clear it up and the woman next to me went "Aiyoh" so I wanted to tell her to shut up too. Annoying... Then I wanted to take a bus home. But decided against it cos' I don't have the key. And so I went to the toilet to hide. Cos' I knew I'd just be standing there and doing my best not to come out, I chose the squat one. Then got some girl die also must go on the squat toilet and she stood outside and kept banging on the door. So I felt the urge to shout at her. Of course I didn't. So I pretended to flush, wash my hands, and left. Then my dad smsed me to go back in since it's his birthday, so I did. Just damn pai seh. On the way, I bumped into Debra Goh. Die. I tried explaining about the bang table thing but then my mom hates to be wrong so she didn't believe. I didn't bother to argue cos' I pretty much know her. Took 2 hours for her to decide she'll believe me. (maybe she was meditating on it. I don't know)Oh and for the record, after that, my brother started acting all nice. Eww... Still feel like a hypocrite... I need to do some serious TAWG tonight. Just cos' I feel like boasting of my strange pets, I shall. Haro(dog): She thinks she's a cat. And a bird. I'm convinced. She goes around licking people. Gets jealous easily, and eats bird food as a snack. Thing/Ninja + Cheetah + (name I forgot)(tortoises): We picked them all off the road. Don't ask me why we seem to see them everywhere. They thought they were snaked once, found a snake egg, and tried to incubate it. Didn't work. Egg rotted. Haha. Tweety(bird unknown species): New addition. Recently found it's way into our house, next to Haro's cage. Luckily she was locked. Still a chick, it's green, yellow, and black, and NOT a parrot. It thinks it's a dog... Wags its tail... Haha. I need You, Jesus Come to my rescue Where else can I go? So long. |
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Name: Lim Xiwen Age: 16 Birthday: 17th April 1993 Proud member of Sec 4 Unity 09' IGNYTER wishlist
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