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Friday, September 5, 2008

So it's been awhile. This week, the Sept hols, has in no way shown me it is the hols save for the fact I wake up later than normal. Everyday, I wake up and must remind myself to study, everyday, I feel like flinging the books out the window or at someone's face(Not angry with anyone. Just figure of speech). I HATE studying. And every time I exclaim that, my dad goes: "That's not the right attitude." Yeah right. You'd think I'd know that. Which I do, but I can't help myself. I despise it.

So this week has been pretty much nothing but Chem, chem, and wow, you guessed it, chem. Sure there were a few chapters of Physics here and there and maybe a sad pathetic attempt at A Maths in preparation for the test next week, but nothing much came out of the last one especially. I'm just too lazy and sick of numbers. But I find my strength in God so that brought me through the 7 chapters per day quota. Why 7? Cos' I've got 2 weeks left. Brilliant.

Aside from Chem, we just went through the gruelling form of torture disguised as NJRC. No it ain't pleasant. We failed miserably. A sad 20 points to be precise. But then to a certain extent, I can't be complaining considering we did the program this morning and all. I saw Anthony at the spectator hall. Embarrassing. 3 years and no sign of improvement. Plus I think I have a pretty good idea of how cramped people lived in squat houses back in the was/post-war period. Just look at the booth. Sad. It's only at most 3 times the size of my storeroom (and that's like Pandora's box kind of small. Only without the "hold every evil" factor cos it barely held 4 people) Also, there was this guy in the booth I think from Dunman across ours. And he was sleeping, everyone that walked past laughed at him cos' his mouth was open, then his friends went back to the booth and one of them stuck a pen in his mouth! Haha. So after that, he woke p and decided to close his mouth. And he was alone again. Then as I was looking at him remembering the whole pen thing, his mouth dropped... HAHA! I burst out in hysterical laughter after that. Xi Yuan even dared ask me if I would every come back for another NJRC! The answer?

NO WAY. The whole carrot of going to JC asides from good results is the resolve of QUITTING infocomm.

You have no idea how bad I want to quit. Just that I can't cos' of CCA points. Heaven knows why I chose that instance in Sec 1 to obey my Mom instead of the other opportunities.

The train ride home was hilarious. We got to the train station then we decided against cramming in with everyone else. Sardines in can Xi Yuan said. Then when the 2nd one came, it was empty! So we overreacted and went: WOAH! Really loudly. Then according to Debra, who decided to be gentle, me and Xi Yuan were barbaric bulls charging in front to grab a seat. Xi Yuan was like fattie, sitting on 2 seats cos' she was trying to save for Debra, than when Debra was within striking distance, she removed her hands. Than Debra didn't run, so the uncle next to her moved nearer. End of seating haven for Debra. Haha! After that for the whole train ride to Ang Mo Kio, insanity found a cosy spot in our minds. Great fun.

Went home and read 3 chapters of Breaking Dawn, I got hooked since a couple of days ago when the interesting stuff started. Quite shocking really. I didn't even expect such a thing to happen. I shouldn't get too hooked though, then I'll stop studying. I'm striving for 8 chapters a day next week onwards. No idea how though. My relaxation days are over for 3 long weeks once that starts.

Stuff from TAWG last night(today morning considering it was 1 am):

Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul. ~ Psalms 143:8

Show me the way, your way.

“The wind played with my hair at 9:25 PM”

about me

Name: Lim Xiwen
Age: 16
Birthday: 17th April 1993

Proud member of Sec 4 Unity 09'
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1. Grow in God
2. Grow taller
3. More time
4. More self-control
5. To learn how to bar
6. Fufil my resolutions
7. Leave a legacy
8. Improve in football

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