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Thursday, August 7, 2008

Ok. Let's start with. WHAT? THE WHOLE level has to retake the chem test with chapters they JUST finished teaching like say, yesterday as well cos' about a couple of classes cheated??? Hello! We were like, the 2ND class to take the test, how on earth are we supposed to cheat?! You want to cheat also don't tell the whole world la, make it so obvious, plus rope in the whole cohort in this ridiculous extra amount of work. I kinda like... STUDIED you know, like... a week in advance? I'm sooo gonna' petition against this whole thing. Why can't they just make the classes that did retake themselves? I'm already up to my neck with stuff like let's see... Maths test, A Maths test, Physics SPA, SS(which I conveniently suck at) test, EOYS(which essentially I only have like... let's see 3 WEEKS at most to study? And now this? The school is out to kill us. I'm not quite the type who enjoys studying mind you.

ARGH! But then again, that's about all I can do. I'll get my parents to complain cos' if this keeps up, I won't have time to study and I'll just collapse. You know when I said the 'rock' was lifted off my back? Scratch that. A bigger one just got thrown onto the mountain on top of me.

In a sad sad attempt to pull up this whole post: Went for the NXT light sensor course thing today. It is quite honestly, a waste of time. I felt that I didn't learn anything new. Like, we know how to line track already. The guy tried to make it fun though. I'll credit that. Then on the way home on the train with Xi Yuan and Debra, we saw this dude who was sleeping with his mouth hanging and his head kept swinging from side to side like there were no bones in him. Haha. We kept laughing throughout the whole thing. You should have seen the look on he faces of those sitting next to him. Haha. Then at one point in time, Debra was like "He's gonna' fall off any moment." Sometime later, he dropped his bottle(AGAIN) and I didn't hear, so he bent down to pick it up. But I didn't hear so I quickly pulled Xi Yuan away cos' I thought she was about to get crushed.

"But I know that my circumstances in this season doesn't change that God is still God. It doesn't change what God's called me to be here, what He's called me to do... He's still bigger than everything I'm facing." ~ Quoted from Ben's blog

But then, I came home and read this. Which did the whole job in lifting the mood. I can try and riot violently against the Science department and fight this whole test retaking idea, I can get really pissed and hate majority of the classes that cheated and bear long-term grudges and all. I can do all that (which actually seems to me 70% of the cohort have in mind). But I'm sure that isn't God's plan and purpose for me. I mean, it isn't in my nature to forgive right of the bat. Be assured I'm not going to take this lying down. But if the outcome remains unchanged, then whatever. In the end, God is with me through it all.

How great is he, that he never fails to forgive us for our shortcomings. Whether we are aware of it or not.

“The wind played with my hair at 7:55 PM”

about me

Name: Lim Xiwen
Age: 16
Birthday: 17th April 1993

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1. Grow in God
2. Grow taller
3. More time
4. More self-control
5. To learn how to bar
6. Fufil my resolutions
7. Leave a legacy
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