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Friday, August 8, 2008

You know what? I realised I really can't tell if all the friends that I made last year are really true. Like. Everyone is so different now. Some for the better. Some for the worse. I can't even tell those that are putting up a front, those pretending, those that have ulterior motives. I already know some, but then, even though I know, it's still... a shock. I mean, just cos' we're in different classes, I feel so far apart. I don't even know them anymore. I don't know who to trust, I don't know how to help, I just don't know. I know that backstabbing happens to everyone, but I can't help but wonder: What went wrong? What did we do to reach such a place?

That and the current issue. I just read this off someone's blog. Let her be... Lulu. I have no idea why Lulu cos' I seem to call everyone that but like yeah. Lulu it is.

Ask yourself if your conscience is clear, to those people who've signed it.
Apparently, I know a few people who've signed it are not honest at all. ~ Quoted from Lulu

Yes my conscience is clear. I see no reason to deny that fact. So they may be a few, I take it some of the anonymous most likely. But you know what? Majority were not afraid to show that they were serious by putting their names down. I can't speak for everyone else cos' I'm not them. So let's just go with my thoughts here.

They simply compare themselves with those 'minority' whom they've accused. ~ Quoted from Lulu

Accused? I think not. I won't say your whole class cheated. Cos' I believe there are some who didn't. And in any case, you guys probably won't the only ones. I've heard more. But other than that, speaking generally. Yeah it was you. I even heard a teacher tell their class that the chem department know there was leakage because a whole class seemed to magically pass, especially MCQ.

Can all of those who've signed it, swear that they did not even ask about one or two questions?
Can they swear that they have no intention to cheat at all? Can they swear that what they've said, is 100% true? ~ Quoted from Lulu

Yeah. I can. I didn't see the point. In fact we were playing games and ignoring the obvious looming of the chem test. I saw no point to ask. Ask for what? It's already in like... half an hour. I don't believe in last minute studying. Or memorising in this case. 100% true? I'm not allowed to lie. You do realise. I am the one speaking up and bound to get noticed by the school. If I lie, I'd be exposed within hours.

If I were to tell you all the answers before the test, would you swear that you wouldn't refer to the correct answers at all? Not at all?
~ Quoted from Lulu

No. I will not doubt that I would probably remember at least 1 question. I mean, if you said it quickly, I would choose not to take it down and remember but a part of me will think of it and save part of the answers in my mind. Which is why. God gave us a choice. So conclusion, DON'T tell me.

Accuse people of cheating? Where's the proof, where's the evidence? Did you see them cheating with your own eyes? Which eye of yours saw them cheating? Well, shut up if you did not. ~ Quoted from Lulu

Proof? Look. We all know. Like you said, God knows. No I didn't see you. But that doesn't mean you guys made it obvious. But I DO know you did. How you ask? Funny cos' I believe you know how I do too.

Give those who've cheated a zero? Show me the proof. Show me the evidence. Don't just shoot your mouth off, like that. ~ Quoted from Lulu

Evidence? As before, I HAVE NO evidence. Except for what I know, what I hear. Now that I think about it? They should just make you guys retest, giving you guys extra topics would be unfair though. At least like that you don't have to get zeros. But if you can attest like this, then I take it you didn't cheat, and a retest on the same topics on Tues wouldn't be a problem for your class.

Anyway,
How do you know that everyone from the 'minority' whom you've accused really cheated?
How do you know that all those who've signed it, have got a clear conscience? Apparently, I don't suppose they do. ~ Quoted from Lulu's blog

You're repeating. And it seems to be the only defence you have. NO I DON'T. BUT I DO!.

Fairness should be given to its rightful owner.

Are you saying you are the one that is the rightful owner?

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Name: Lim Xiwen
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Birthday: 17th April 1993

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