Reach the sky;

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Ok. I woke up feeling ridiculously light in the morning despite knowing what I was gonna' be facing soon after. I overslept actually. So that explains a lot. Haha. Such a pig. I set my alarm for 5.30, I woke up. I did. But then, I lost all my strength and in 2 seconds, was down and out. Until 6.30. Haha. Late. Oh yeah, breakfast was awesome. Just cos' it wasn't bread. Soya-tart! YAY!

Ok. So then we went and did our thing. It was kinda creepy. How Mrs... erms... let her be... dolphin. Haha. She loves to hold people's hands I noticed. Haha. She was surprisingly nice enough though. Although at first thought, it was creepy. Haha

Progressing into the day, the other one in the above stated 'we' kept getting dragged out of the class. And I felt it was my fault. I mean, it's like, my mouth is so big, it caused this whole thing to swell to it's current humongous size, and it caused the frequent kidnapping of me buddy. I should like, shut up. Seriously. Then we had SPA, which was rubbish. Utter rubbish. Like really, I didn't know how to do it at all. I can just see the wonderful results that are going to come back. Horrible.

Oh yeah. I gave the invitations to Mali, Chloe, Hui Min, and Ler Yee. Yay. THEY MUST GO! I INSIST! I loved Chloe's reaction the most. I'd elaborate, but it's just too awesome. My secret joy. Haha.

Spoke with Kim today. It went better than expected. Not wonderful, but better. Considering she said we're not enemies and all. So yay. I avoided losing a friend. I don't think things will be the same, but at least all hope ain't lost. Maths was rubbish too. Cos' of the kidnapping session and all, during the maths test, I couldn't concentrate. I mean, the numbers which were supposed to link together, stayed in that jumble. And I kept thinking about the current situation, and how seems to be progressing for the worse. So there goes 12 marks. If I'm lucky and everything else is right, I'll get an A2. If not, well then. Dang.

So after that, I had a wonderful scream session with someone(let her be Pikachu). Haha. Ah well. The whole thing was clogging up my mind. It was a like a choked drainage system. So we paced back and forth, and all. And Pikachu kept singing. No it wasn't exactly praise worthy. Haha.

I found out about the lit test thing. Still a lil' confused, but at least I know more of what actually went on. Rumours, they spread like wildfire. And they hurt the person being discussed most. Stupid nonsense really. It just nearly half wrecked a friendship for me. Gee thanks person who started and hyped it all. I so needed your help on that.

Couldn't take it no more. If it was going to continue like this, the tests next week would probably be printed with red F's and all. I needed to talk to someone, not so easily stressed by it all. So I went to consult Mrs Dolphin. Only she wasn't there. I lost her, and I ended up waiting outside the wrong room! So Malu! Lucky some other teacher came along and told me I was at the wrong venue. So finally, I managed to speak to her. She's actually really nice. I found out loads more, the current issues they're trying to deal with and all, and why the do the stuff they do. At the end of it all, I'm glad I went to look for her(even if it meant missing training. I didn't really have the mood for it anyway).

So yeah. I've got something to say.

Thank you God. For being next to me through it all. For guiding me along this bumpy and dark path. For healing me. For restoring me. Last night when I was still dead beat and just wanted to sleep the day away, you brought me to this verse. You did it for the slaves in Egypt. Why not for me?

I removed the burden from their shoulders; their hands were set free from the basket. ~ Psalms 81:6

That you did.

I know it's cos' I'm growing in God, that compels the devil to set traps for me. And now, I'm on my way up to a greater height. So there. Ha! With God, you can't pull me back down.

Oh yeah, HUI MIN I LOVE YOU TOO! In the not gay way of course. XD

“The wind played with my hair at 6:19 PM”

about me

Name: Lim Xiwen
Age: 16
Birthday: 17th April 1993

Proud member of Sec 4 Unity 09'
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1. Grow in God
2. Grow taller
3. More time
4. More self-control
5. To learn how to bar
6. Fufil my resolutions
7. Leave a legacy
8. Improve in football

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